Finding Love Too
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The weekend went so fast with Victoria busy taking care of Ayomikun. She always does have the laugh of her life with series of questions from her. Victoria smiled to herself has she remembered her last enquiry.
“Aunty V!” Ayomikun had called out.
“Yes honey!” Victoria answered giving her full attention.
“When will you come for sleep over at my house?” She asked.
“Well, I don’t know, I guess I haven’t been invited.”
“Well, I asked my Daddy and he said I should have faith.” She said, unsure of what it meant.
“Hmm….” Victoria smiled.
“He said he’s working on it.” She continued.
“I see!” Victoria giggled. “Then you’ll need to have faith.”
“Yes Aunty V, I know I need to have faith, so can you buy it for me, please?” She looked up to her.
“What!” Victoria laughed. “We can’t buy faith.”
“Oh!” She was disappointed. “Why?”
“Don’t be sad honey; for you to have faith, you have to believe that you will get what you want.” Victoria tried to explain.
“What!” Ayomikun looked more confused
“Alright, you know God loves you?”
“Yes.” She replied.
“So when you have faith, you have to believe in God to give you what you want.” She said.
“So God can give me faith?” Her eyes lilted up.
“Yes.” Victoria replied.
“Then I will ask Him.” She said in triumph.
The topic went on and on until she finally took her out to get some ice cream.
During the week, Olumide had made up his mind to speak with Victoria; he felt that no matter what, she should at least know how he felt about her. He had no idea how to go about it but he had a plan. He had invited Victoria to come over to his place to get some document for the office.
Just as Victoria entered, he was standing in the middle of the living room.
Victoria was surprised to see him just standing there; she also noticed his dining table lit with dinner candles and food set on the table.
“What’s going?” She asked surprised.
Then Olumide showed her the first card in his hands reading.
“Hello!” She read out.
Victoria laughed, unsure of what this was all about.
“What is this about?” She asked amazed but Olumide made a signal to wait.
“Ok.” Victoria nodded.
“I have something to tell you.” She read as he flipped the cards
“I have waited so long to tell you.” She read the card loud.
“I am a total coward,” She read the next page. “And a fool.” she read and look up at him.
“Why?” She asked.
But Olumide flipped the cards
“Because I let you go.” She read. By this time, she was getting confused about what this was all about. She looked into his eyes for a brief moment and then saw he had changed the card.
“I have always loved you Vicky.” Her heart skipped a beat.
“But I have been a coward” She read, this time with all seriousness as she watched him flip again.
“I am in love with you Vicky!” She felt her heart racing.
“What!” Victoria said stunned unable to read further.
“I have loved you right back from school days.” Olumide voiced out; his voice was shaken and her intense gaze and shock on her made him more nervous but he knew he had to continue.
“I have always loved you, I wanted to tell you but when Albert came along, I couldn’t.” He said soberly.
“What!” Victoria was stunned.
“I had to wait and watch everything between you and Albert and it was the hardest of my life.” He said.
He paused for few seconds watching the expression on her face.
“How dare you?” Victoria shouted at him.
Olumide juddered. “I’m sorry, I know he’s my best friend but I can’t wait any longer.” He said.
“No, I don’t care about Albert. How dare you have allowed me to go on with someone all these years who caused me nothing but pain and sorrow, knowing you loved me?” She shouted at him
“I wanted to tell you Vicky but I couldn’t.” He said
“Yes, typical of you, you never tell me anything.” She said in a disappointing tone.
“I was scared you would not accept me, I didn’t want you to think that I took you for granted knowing everything between you and Albert.” He said in a low tone. “I wanted you to know that I have always loved you right before Albert; even with all you had to go through.”
Victoria flashed an angry look at him.
“I was scared that you might think I just needed someone to take care of Ayomi, a mother to her and not a wife, you are my best friend…” He looked straight into her eyes.
“I am so so sorry Vicky but I do love you; I am in love with you, I love everything about you, I want you to be my wife….” He said in a soothing voice. “I have watched quietly all these years and I can’t stand it any longer” He said.
There was silence in the room for a brief moment. Then, Victoria turned back to leaven and suddenly walked back to him.
“Are you telling me this because you think Albert might woo me back?” She was furious.
Olumide bowed his head.
“What if he wasn’t coming back for me; how long would you have waited to tell me this?” She searched his face for an answer.
“I….” He stammered.
Suddenly, the door bell interrupted them; he stood still for few seconds and then went to open the door.
“Albert!” he shouted surprised.
“Hey man!” Albert said excited, hugging him.
“How….” Olumide tried to say; shocked and confused at seeing him at his front door. He wasn’t expecting him.
“C’mon man, help me with these bags.” Albert pulled the bags to him. “Oh I’m so glad to see you.” He said as he found his way in.
Then, he spotted Victoria who was frozen in shock.
“My God!” Vicky.” He said excited going to hug her. He pulled her so tightly to himself while Vicky was still shocked.
“Oh, I have missed you so much. You are here!” He pulled her closer. “I wasn’t sure Olumide would get you here for me.” he watched her face with so much excitement.
“Thank you man!” he said to Olumide.
Olumide and Vicky were still stunned. it seems only Albert was doing all the talking at once and took no notice of the tension in the room.
“I tried your phone all through the weekend but nothing, so I thought I might as well email you everything as I wanted and you did it man, I am so lucky to have you as my best mate. You were even able to get the love of my life here , waiting for me, whoa man, you did good!” He cheered his friend.
Olumide was taken aback at all these; he had left his charger back home when he travelled last weekend so he was unable to receive any calls, although he saw an email message from Albert but he had totally ignored it, he didn’t even bother to read its content. Now to think Albert came today of all days, even to meet Victoria right in his living room infuriated him but he had to control his anger and go along with things. He could sense how angry Victoria was and he avoided looking at her.
“And you made me dinner,”
Albert’s voice brought him back from his thought.
“Thank you honey.” He said as he kissed Victoria on her cheek.
Victoria felt anger rising within her and it took all the strength she had to control herself, she felt so disgusted as he touched her. She couldn’t believe all that was happening, she tried looking at Olumide but knew he was trying to avoid her gaze. She had seen how surprised he was at this whole scenario, but didn’t understand.
“I have to go.” she took her bag
“Oh sweetheart, I just got in.” Albert held her hands.
“I…” She felt her blood boiling in anger; the sound of his voice and his own attitude infuriated her.
“She’s been here a long time,” Olumide interrupted. “She’s probably tired.” he added.
“Yes,” Victoria nodded. “I have to go now.” She said.
“Alright then” He felt disappointed. “I will walk you to your car” He said as he followed behind her.
As they got to her car, he opened the car door for her.
“Are you sure you don’t want to stay?” He asked, smiling. “You can even spend the night here, I’m sure Olumide wouldn’t mind.” He said in a smirk face.
“No, I won’t spend the night here.” she blurted out.
“Alright!” Albert nodded, disappointment at her refusal.
“I will see you tomorrow then.” He said as he watched her switch on her engine and did a quick reverse out of the compound.
Albert was excited as he ran back inside to Olumide.
“Thank you man, you don’t know how much this means to me, I haven’t spoken to her in six months and you were able to get her here for me, she even cooked, you are the best man.” He said slapping him on the back.
“C’mon, let’s eat up,” He pulled out a chair for himself to eat. “C’mon.” he said again as Olumide was just standing there still astonished at the whole scene.
Olumide felt his plans had been thwarted. He listened in frustration as Albert went on about how he planned to get Victoria back into his life and make things right by her, how he had decided to change for the better and have a stable life and family. Olumide felt like slapping him as he heard him speak about change, he knew him too well. As they were talking, he saw him log into his blackberry chatting all the way, grinning as he went on. Olumide had to excuse himself to his room as he felt disgusted at his friend.
“Alright then, see you tomorrow.” Albert said still locked on his typing.
“Hey man!” Albert called out, “Can I borrow your car tomorrow, got some couple of places I have to go.” He said.
“Sure.” Olumide answered as he left for his room.
Both Olumide and Albert have been friends from childhood even though they are both opposite of each other; they had remained friends all through the years. Olumide had always worked hard while Albert had the easy life; he always got what he wanted with his charm and words, he was the outgoing one, had so many friends, which most were of course ladies. It was difficult to say which one he was dating, he lived a fearless life. In all this, Olumide had remained loyal to his friend, even through his selfish and notorious life; he had always been his sidekick. But now he’s torn between his loyalty to his friend and the woman he loves.
How would he betray his friend? He remembered as a young boy, how they had both gone for the same thing, when he buys the latest video game, Albert would also go for it, when he chose his courses in school, Albert had insisted to study the same course, it was fun at first but he realized he was living his life through his friend’s. He was the one with the brain but Albert was the one with the charm.
He remembered back in the United Kingdom, after several months of studying, going to work and working hard, Albert had lived the other life of partying and having fun, he had tried to get Olumide to go out clubbing with him but he had refused on many occasion except for the night he gave in to him. That was the night Albert introduced him to Pat. He had reluctantly went along with all the fun; he was so humiliated when he asked for soda to drink while they were all partying with wines and alcohol; he eventually went along with them and drank every drink they had, he tried to show them he wasn’t all that boring and that he could have fun any time and any day. He felt so wild that night as he unleashed his other side; he drank like never before and danced all through the night.
Olumide woke up with a nagging headache the next morning; he had no idea how he got home but was grateful he was in one piece, not until he saw Pat on the other side of his bed naked under his duvet. He shivered in fear; he knew what he had done as he realized he was also naked. He ran into the bathroom to pull himself together and felt so ashamed of himself. Never for once has he found himself haven slept with a total stranger he knew nothing about, not even her last name or if Pat was even her real name, he felt so deterred.
After that incident, he moved out of the house he shared with Albert to his own rented apartment. He analyzed and came to a conclusion that his relationship with Albert had never been healthy for him, he had forced him to do things he would never have done, and he always sees his reserved nature to be somewhat of boring and unproductive to him. Gradually, he pulled away from Albert and his wayward life, he gave series of excuses each time Albert called to ask him to go out or come over for partying. He became absorbed in his studies.
Two months later, he found Pat at his front door; at first he had thought Albert must have sent her probably to woo him out to the club, not until she blurted out that she was pregnant. That was the shock of his life; he never had imagined such a thing happening to him. He had no idea what to do as she became constant in his life, she began to come visiting more often, asking him to take her food shopping, hospital appointment and clothe shopping, until she eventually moved in.
That episode changed his entire plans, he had to think about three people, everything was on his shoulder and he was still studying for his masters. Albert had been so furious with him when he learnt Pat was pregnant and to know that he didn’t insist on her aborting it, he had argued with him to deny the pregnancy and send her out packing. Olumide had no gut to do such a thing, he had to think on the other side of what if the baby is actually his and true to that, he couldn’t deny the fact when pat delivered his baby. She looked so much like him but in the female version. She was the most precious thing in his life; he loved her so much and adored her. He had another perceptive of life when she was born, he made up his mind to pull his affairs together, to be focus and work hard in achieving his goals.
Life became more difficult for him when Pat took off and left the baby in his care. He had to bathe her, feed her, did everything he could do to keep her safe. He remembered a particular night when his daughter, Ayomikun started crying uncontrollable in the middle of the night, he did all he could do to make her stop, fed her, changed her, bathe for her, rock her, everything but she went on crying, he even tried backing her but all to no avail. He felt so frustrated and started to cry himself, there was no one he could call for help or advice.
Then he went to go knock on his neighbour’s door, an elderly woman whom he had seen her grandchildren visit on some occasion. When she opened the door and saw him drenched in tears as well as his baby, she understood what he needed and helped him. From that day, Grandma Vera became his helper; she would always help to baby sit Ayomikun, especially when Olumide had to work over night. Grandma Vera had been God sent to him; she stood by him through the tedious months and made things easier for him, she had been the one who helped him rededicate his life back to God, not until then did he realized how far from grace he had fallen, he tried to do things his way own but now, he could look up to the author and finisher of his faith.
A Few months after, he returned back to Nigeria.
Victoria had reluctantly gone to work knowing she would have to face Olumide and that thought was unpleasant to her.
She had been alerted by her secretary that he was in but she made no move to go see him, not until she heard a knock at the door. She looked up to see him walked into her office and then immediately turned her attention back on her computer, typing some documents. Olumide knew she had deliberately ignored him so he moved forward to stand by her side.
“Vicky, I am so sorry,” He started to say. “I had no idea he was coming yesterday, although I saw his email but I ignored it, didn’t even try to read it.” He said.
“Please Vicky…say something.” He said standing there.
“What do you want me to say?” She asked.
“I don’t like it when you are angry, please dear.” He said back. “I’m sorry” He added.
“That’s the problem Olumide, you are always sorry.” She said out in anger. “You are sorry you never told me how you felt about me all these years, even when you had the chance, you are sorry you allowed your friend used me, lied to me and deceived me all these years, tell me, why are you sorry?”
“Vicky, please, I know I did wrong, I don’t know why it took me all these years to say something, trust me, I wanted to but things are very complicated, you know Albert………” his face turned pale.
“Yes, Albert, your best friend!” She said out.
“Yes Albert.” He said aloud getting frustrated by the minute. “He had it all, he had all the charm a woman would want, the look, the attitude, and all the luxurious things” He walked few meters away from her. “Would you have agreed to go out with me if I had asked you back in school, would you have accepted me? What of when I got back from the United Kingdom with a baby, would you have agreed to be my wife if I had asked, would you?” he shouted.
“We will never know Olumide because you never did ask.” She shouted back.
“Because Albert is my friend and you both were still together, even though it was on and off, I didn’t want you to think I was taking an advantage of you, I couldn’t ask you.” He said
“But you never made an effort even when you had the chance.” She said back.
Olumide stood in silence staring at her; he felt his strength drained from him. He wanted so much for her to understand him but all he saw was anger, he couldn’t understand why exactly she was angry, he should be the one upset about the whole thing.
“Alright, I am asking you now.” He looked straight at her.
“Isn’t it rather too late for you?” Victoria found herself saying.
He stood there motionless, staring long at her; his fear was coming to past. The one thing he had dreaded all these years, her rejection.
“Yes, I guess so.” He said dejected and walked out of her office.
Victoria found her heart pounding; she felt all emotions rushing within her. She knew he was disappointed and then found herself thinking of how frustrated it must have been for him all these years, especially when she goes crying to him about Albert. Every way and every step, Olumide had been with her, he had never for once said anything negative about Albert, and he had always respected and supported all her decisions. She knew the truth of the matter in her heart even though she had tried to hide it subconsciously.
Before Albert ever came into the picture, she had admired Olumide and waited patiently for him to ask her out but he was too busy studying, helping her with her courses, too shy and friendly. She on the other hand held by the ladies rules of never asking a guy out, but was baffled and surprised when Albert, his friend came asking her out and she had accepted his offer to make him jealous. She had always regretted her decision, but then, probably thought Olumide would come to his sense and do the right thing, now they are both paying for their immaturity and childish behavior.
She struggled with the remaining hours of the day at work, she tried to bury herself into work but her mind was all over the place, she felt so distressed and gloomy at the whole situation. She knew Olumide had taken the rest of the day off, obviously not bearing to see her. She felt so depressed, even her best friend whom she always run to is trying to avoiding her.
As the day slowly came to an end, she took off to go home and longed for her bed, just lay there and do nothing, the whole situation had affected her so much that she could not even utter any word of prayer to God, her heart wanted to pray about all these but her body was to weary to say any prayer.
She got home that evening and was surprised to hear laugher and chatting in the living room; lo and behold, she found Albert in the sitting with her parents. She felt blood rushing in her, ‘not him, not now’ she said to herself.
“Hello dear.” She heard her mother say.
“You didn’t tell us Albert arrived yesterday.”
“I..” She stammered.
“But I am so glad for both of you” Her mother grinned
Victoria stood there in total dismay.
“Hello Honey.” Albert stood up to greet her.
“How was your day?” He asked.
“I have to go freshen up.” She found her voice.
“Oh! OK then, will wait here for you.” Albert sat back.
Her legs were shaking as she tried to raced upstairs. In the comfort of her own room, she slumped on the bed feeling so confused. Not realizing how long she had been in the room, she saw her mother come in.
“Honey, what’s taking so long?” Her mother asked as she walked in.
“What!” She snapped.
“Albert is waiting, C’mon dear, don’t keep the guy waiting.” She said.. “I have food cooking on the gas.” She added and left the room.
Victoria sat there in utter confusion, she knew she couldn’t keep on being so nice to him, she was afraid of what she might say to him, and then she heard a knock.
“Hello dear…” Albert knocked and then ushered himself inside.
“Are you alright?” He asked.
Victoria just stared at him.
“Honey, you haven’t said a word to me since yesterday, Is everything alright?” He asked but she was still quiet.
“Alright, I know,” He inhaled deeply. “I know I have offended you honey and I am sorry; I am sorry for everything I did to you in the past, Please forgive me dear.” He looked straight into her eyes to see some affirmation.
“But I am here to stay now, to make everything right.” He smiled.
“I want you to be my wife Vicky; I want us to spend the rest of ourselves together.” He was grinning. “I love you honey,” He took a step closer to her. “I want to marry you.” he added.
Suddenly Vicky busted into an unbelievable spur of laughter.
Albert was taken aback by her actions. “Oh dear, what’s so funny?”
But she continued to laugh and excused herself to go to the bathroom but when she got in, her laughter was gone. She took a moment to look at herself in the mirror and knew exactly what she wanted. She wasn’t about to be taken for a ride at this stage of her life. She’s had enough of him in her life. She walked back into the room with a resolution.
“Albert, do you think you can come in here with all your smiles, charm and whatever you’ve got going on there to sweep me off my feet?” She asked in anger.
Albert froze up.
“Mister, those days are long gone when you come back asking me to forgive you and move on.” She said.
“But…”Albert wanted to say.
“Albert, I told you months ago that I am no longer interested in you and I made myself clear then and still stand on my decision.” She said to him.
“But I am home now, I am doing everything you wanted, a stable relationship, I even went for job interviews today and started looking for an apartment, even your mum knows all these.” He said back.
“Is my mum going to marry you?” She said out. “I don’t care what you do Albert, everything you have always done and will do are all for your own benefit.” She shouted at him.
“But I am sorry Vicky, please.” He pleaded.
“It’s rather too late for that Albert; I don’t love you, and I don’t want anything to do with you.” She looked straight into his eyes. “I went into this relationship with a negative intention, I continued in fear of not getting something better, I endured all your lies, deceit, cheating and countless of all. I know who I am now, I know my worth and I know what I want.” Her tone of voice was firm.
He straightened and looked straight at her. “Look at you Vicky, you are not getting any younger, I am the best you can get now.” He said arrogantly.
Victoria chuckled. “You are the worst I ever had.” she said back. “Tell me, why did you come back; out of all the numerous ladies you had back there, is there no one good enough for you, answer me?” She shouted. “You think because you travelled all the way down here will make me crawl back to you; you disgust me Albert and I am through with you.”
“Fine!” He shouted back, “I don’t have to take all these,” He walked out of the room, and then returned back. “I can see that’s why you haven’t been in any relationship since you left me. You think you are bigger than what you are now; take a look at yourself in the mirror, probably that will jolt you back to reality.” He said and slammed the door.
“How dare you?” Victoria raged after him and then stopped when she reached the door. She didn’t want to satisfy him by exchanging further words with him.
She went back and sat for a moment on her bed, she was so angry, wanted to scream or even cry but nothing came out, not until her mother barged in.
“What is wrong with you?” She shouted at her. “Do you have to chase everyone away?” She continued. “I have had enough of this stubbornness with you.”
Victoria shivered as tears flowed freely from her eyes.
“Fine! You can live your life of solitude but not in my house.” She shouted at her until Victoria heard her Father’s voice.
“Enough Beatrice, leave the girl alone.” Her father shouted.
“Fine, I will; go ahead and pamper her as you always do.” She hissed and walked out.
Victoria looked up in tears at her father.
“Daddy…” She whimpered.
“It’s Okay.” Her father sat down with her.
“I can’t marry Albert daddy.” She sobbed on his shoulder. “I can’t.” She said
“I know, I don’t like him either.” Her father smiled to cheer her up.
“You don’t?” Victoria looked up at him.
“But why didn’t you say anything?” Victoria asked.
“It’s all your decision dear and whatever you do, I will stand by you. Besides, I always knew you would make the right decision.” He nodded his head.
“Oh Daddy!” She said in tears. “I am more confused than ever.” Victoria said.
“Why?” He asked.
“It’s Olumide,” She said. “He said he has always loved me all these years but never said anything.”
“Hmm, it’s about time.” Her father said.
“What do you mean?” She asked.
“I have always known he had something for you but don’t know why it took this long to say something.”
“Oh Daddy, I am really chasing everyone away.” Victoria cried
“No, you are not dear; God will bring what is yours to you.” He said
“You think so?”
“I know so.” He wiped the tears away from her eyes and smiled softly. “So what have you decided to do?” He asked.
“I honestly don’t know” She answered “Can’t you just tell me what to do?” She looked into his eyes.
“My princess, there are some decision you need to make yourself and this falls under it, you need to ask God for wisdom and guidance.” He said.
“But Olumide is Albert’s friend, what would people say?” She asked.
“My dear, the day you start thinking of what people will say, that is the day you stop growing. I advice you go to God and hear what He’s saying. What he says is the most important of all.” He said as he stood up.
“I will pray for God’s divine direction for you my dear and don’t worry about your mother, she’s my beloved wife,” He smiled. “I know how to talk to her.” He said and walked out of the room.
Victoria was left all alone again, she wanted to lay down and continue to ponder on the whole things but realized worrying and thinking does not solve any problem, she decide to go on her knees and speak to her Maker.
“Father, I acknowledged that I am dependent upon you and your wisdom. I thank you lord that you created me this way so that I can learn to draw near to You each day and receive your abundant supply. I ask you for wisdom Lord and insight for my life. I need you to show me the right path to go and make your own decision for my life. Help me to know what to do in this situation. Help me not to rely on my own understand and others. Rather, let me judge and decide by what the Holy Spirit shows me. Thank you in advance for giving me all that I need. Amen!” She said still on her knees.
She stayed for a while in total silence as she felt His divine peace come all over her, she still had no idea what to do but she felt His peace within her, she felt assured of His presence and guidance.
Albert got back home all angry and frustrated. He stomped into the living room cussing and shouting.
“Who does she think she is?” he yelled out.
“What is it?” Olumide asked.
“That bitch, she thinks so highly of herself.” he shouted.
“Alright man, I’ve got a kid sleeping and no cussing in my house.” He said back.
“Sorry man.” He apologized.
“Can you believe her; after coming all the way back to Nigeria to beg her, she’s still behaving like a nut case, proving all stubborn.” He said angrily. “I have done everything for her, everything, what else does she want?” he yelled.
“What have you done?” Olumide shouted in anger after having to listen to him. “What have you done for her?” he said again.
“What!” Albert gasped as he was taken aback at his outburst.
“I am sick and tired, so tired of you lamenting of what you have done; you are so pathetic, selfish. You have no intention of making things right by her, you only came back to get her back with you then you travel back.” he yelled at him
“What do you mean?” He asked shocked and confused.
“Yes I saw your travel document, just left it lying on the bed in the room; you have a schedule fight for next week. Tell me, what were you planning to tell her after you get her back with you? An emergency you have to attend to back in the state, what? I even doubt that you went for any interviews today.” He said.
“What are you doing man; I thought you were supposed to have my back.” He was confused
“I am tired of having your back, I am tired of being your side kick, I am tired of being used by you, I am tired of you chasing and taking what is mine.” He said out frustrated.
“What!” Albert said standing there in utter confusion.
“Yes, you had to have her, you knew I had something going on with Victoria, you knew my weaknesses, you knew I was summing up the courage to ask her out back in School, you knew all these, yet you had to get her, You had to take what is mine and I have had to watch you hurt and disappoint her over and over again.” He shouted.
“It’s not my fault you are always slacking when it comes to women.” Albert said out.
“Slacking, yes, backstabbing, no; you are wicked, I don’t know why I stood by you all these years; the moment you got back into the country, you have had numerous calls and chatting with all your girlfriends. Tell me, what happened with Jade, the one you married just to get your papers?” He blurted out.
“I don’t know what you mean?” He lied.
“Liar, you think you can hide that from me, I know everything you ever did even when I was gone. You told me it was just an agreement between you two to get your papers and you did paid her off, but you lied, you have been sleeping with her, Jade doesn’t see it as a contract, she married you for real, tell me, what happens to her two children, your children?” He looked furiously at him.
“What were you planning to do: marry Vicky here in Nigeria and then have Jade in the United Kingdom? You are sick man.” He shouted staring at him. “When will you grow up and take care of your responsibility, you need to start taking responsibility for your action and stop hurting everyone.” he said in so much pain in his tone.
Then they were both silent, staring at each other to what seems like forever, pondering over all he just said.
“So what do you want?” Albert asked in a calm tone.
“I want you to leave Vicky alone,” He said. “I have always loved her and….” He tried to say but just went to seat down. He felt he probably had not thought this over, his best friend ex-girlfriend.
“Has she accepted?” Albert asked.
“No, she’s angry at me.” He said quietly.
“I’m sorry man,” Albert said. “I never realized how much I had hurt you, I was just having fun.” He said bitterly. “I’m sorry” He said.
“Yea.” Olumide stood up, and left for his room.
That was typical with Albert; always having fun with people’s lives and never had regards for other people’s feelings. It wasn’t about love as Olumide knew from the onset. He never did loved her, it was all a game and he wasn’t about to lose. He wasn’t sure what Albert made of his outburst but he was glad he said something. He had no idea what came over him, he had never in his life have to shout at anyone like that but he was glad he did. He left Albert alone in his thought. He had always felt responsible for Albert but its high time he started taking control of his life.
Days following that argument, Olumide and Albert had gone quietly in and out of the house. Olumide had no idea what to do about Victoria but as days went by, he felt so distressed and lonely, He wanted so much to talk to his friend, even if its to say hello to her but he couldn’t. He had not been to the office for a week now especially when he had to travel to Port Harcourt for an urgent business meeting. He tried to call her several times but couldn’t sum up the courage to speak. He felt like a total wimp, so frustrated in his inability to prove himself and felt failing all over again.
Albert had resolved to go back to the United Kingdom and make things right for himself, he thought hard those days following their argument and realized how he has hurt those who have loved him unconditionally through all his mischief and deceits. He couldn’t even bring himself to talk to Olumide as he felt ashamed of himself so he left a note for him and also left one for Victoria.
He was at the Airport waiting for his flight to be called when he saw someone that looked very much like Victoria, so he walked up to her to be sure.
“Vicky!” He called out.
“Oh God!” she groaned seeing Albert. “What are you doing here, are you stalking me?” She asked irritated.
“Easy,” He said quickly. “I am not stalking you, I have a flight to catch.” He said.
“Really.” She said confused.
“Yes really,” He answered. “Look, I left a message for you with Olumide,” He said. “I am sorry Vicky, I am so sorry for all I put you through and everything I said; I was selfish and wicked, I don’t deserve you Vicky,” He said looking at her. “I promise I won’t disturb you again, you deserved the best.” He said.
Victoria looked hard at him when she heard those words, she couldn’t believe her ears, she was surprised and shocked at the same time but she knew he was saying the truth.
“Where are you going?” He noticed her passport.
“Me?” she said.
“Yes, you.” he smiled.
“Ghana, I have a job offer there.” She said.
“Yes.” She answered.
“Does Olumide know about this?”
“No.” She said quietly.
“Vicky, are you running away?” He looked suspiciously at her.
“What do you mean?”
“I know,” He said smiling “and I don’t think you should run.” He added.
Then, Victoria heard her flight announced over the speaker.
“Hmm, I guess you will know something about running away, huh.” She pulled her hand luggage together.
“By the way Al, you need Jesus.” She smiled at him as she ran ahead.
“I know,” He replied over at her. “I’m trusting to find him.” he added.
“Good luck.” He said to her.
“You too.” She shouted back over the crowd.
“Thank you Vic.” He added as he watched her leave but she couldn’t have heard that. Then he heard his flight announcement made so he hurried to join the queue.
Olumide got back from his trip and found Albert’s letter to him, he felt so much relieved and grateful for his resolution but he knew he had one more thing to do, he hurried to his office and went straight to Victoria’s office. He was not about to run away again, he was determined to do the right thing and make her realized how much he loved her. He prayed he was not too late.
“Sir,” He heard her secretary called but he ignored and barged into her office but was empty.
“Where’s your boss?” He went back to ask her.
“Sir.” She said confused.
“Where is Victoria?” He asked annoyed.
“She….” She wanted to say something, but remembered the letter that she was supposed to give to him.
“You haven’t been to the office for days now, she asked me to give this to you.” she handed him the letter.
“What!” he said confused taking the letter from her. He tore it open and read the content.
“When was this?” he asked but left her standing not waiting for an answer.
He got into his car and drove to her house, luckily for him, he met her Father driving out.
“Sir.” He ran up to his car.
“Olumide!” Mr. Matthews said surprised.
“Sir, where’s Vicky?” he asked breathing heavily.
“Oh boy!” Mr. Matthews sighed. He switched off his engine.
“I need to teach you some lessons about lateness.” He said at him.
“What!” Olumide was confused.
“If you want my daughter, you need to hurry and get her; I don’t like all these cat and mouse chase.” He said.
“Sir!” he was more confused by the minute.
“She’s gone to Ghana, she went two days ago to start a new job.” Mr. Matthews said.
At those words, Olumide felt so disappointed and sad.
“What are you waiting here for?” Mr. Matthews spoke out.
“Sir!” He shuddered
“Yes, go for her, go home, get your passport and run like never before,” He said. “I will text you her address in few minutes.” He added.
Just then, literally, Olumide took to his heels and ran to his car, as he drove, he called his flight agent to get him the earliest plane ticket to Ghana irrespective of the cost.
Olumide had to wait for almost 15 hours for the next available flight to Ghana. Mr. Matthews was true to his words to text him the address. He had taken a cab from Kotoka International Airport straight to the address he was given. She was still staying at the Holiday Inn not too far from the Airport. He tried to pull himself together as he felt his hands shaking, he had no idea what he would say to her but trust that God would help him out especially to give him the courage, he had specifically prayed about it all throughout his flight.
He paid his fare and walked into the lobby going straight for the lift, he had been told what room she was in.
Victoria heard a knock on her door, thinking it was the room service she had ordered for dinner.
“Coming.” She saida loud as she walked to the door.
Opening the door, she was astonished to see him standing there.
“Olumide!” She gasped.
“What are you doing here?” She asked surprised. “How did you find me?” She asked again.
“Vicky, I am not here to tell you that I am sorry to have kept you waiting all these years and to all that had happened” He started to say. “I am done wasting time.”
Victoria was surprised at his outburst.
“But I have come to tell you that I love you and I will always love you, I love everything about you, I love the way you smile, the way you laugh, I love everything about you honey and I want you to be my wife, my lover, my soul mate, my best friend, my accountant, my business partner, everything you can ever think of.” He looked straight into her eyes. At this time, Victoria was also smiling.
“I don’t care where you move to or where you want to live, I will proudly follow you as long as I am with you,” He smiled softly. “I love you Victoria.” He said.
“I have waited too long and done dwelling in the past. I want to spend the rest of my life with you; I want you to be the mother of my children and trust me, I intend to have many,” He said in the most beautiful smile. “I love so so much Vicky”
Just then, Victoria jumped into his embrace as she hugged him tightly in joy, she felt every barrier and walls between them broken, she felt peace at his words and felt his love.
“I love you too Olumide,” She said in his embrace “I love you so much and I love your daughter, I love everything about you and I am in love with you.” She said as she looked into his eyes.
“I don’t care where we live as long as I am with you.” She added.
She suddenly went to her phone to dial a number.
“What are you doing?” Olumide asked amused.
Victoria waved her hands to him “Yes, this is room 201, Please can you book a reservation for two plan ticket to Nigeria please.” She said.
“When?” the operator asked.
“As soon as possible.” She said as she put down the phone.
“Are you serious?” Olumide said surprised.
“Yes, I am.” She said holding unto him.
“What about the job offer?” He asked.
“What job offer?” She answered winking at him.
“I want to live where our families are; I want our children to grow around their grandparents, cousins and aunties.” She said smiling.
“Yippee!” Olumide said out
“Hurray!” Victoria responded.
“I love you Victoria Matthews.” He lifted her and swirled her around with laughter and joy.
Olumide and Victoria travelled back to Nigeria the following day and got married within two months. They both have been living in their beautiful home now for fifteen years, surrounded by their children and growing stronger in love and friendship. Albert still remained friends to both couples and he eventually found the Lord, you won’t believe if I tell you that he later became a radical Evangelist and waxing strong in the Lord; you never know who the Lord can use, so stop doubting.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him and he will guide and direct your path. Don’t give up on yourself and don’t settle for less because you think the Lord is taking his time and nothing seems right. Don’t be pressure into anything you don’t have peace with. Go to God, wait in His presence, no matter what you are seeking, be it marriage, job, opportunities, whatever it is, no matter how big or small that decision is, He can direct your path. There’s no mountain too tall that our God cannot move, there’s no valley too low, He will see you through, there’s no problem too big that Jesus cannot solve, ask in faith and he will pull you through.
To all my Reader
Thank you all for your patience in reading the concluding part. I do hope you enjoyed it. Please leave your comments and views below, it can encourage someone. God Bless.
© Circlesoflove 2015
Peace Be Still
“I’ve had enough of all this!” Meg screamed out in frustration to her friend, Lizzy.
“I don’t know what else to do again. Things are not just working as they should” She was feeling gloomy.
“They all questioned my decisions, they don’t understand why I have taken these steps, even my parents have asked me to come out of it. I have tried to explain to them countless of times that I am only following the Lord’s instruction but they never understand.” She cried out.
“It’s okay Meg,” Lizzy tried to console her. “Everything would be fine.” She said.
“I feel like giving up and giving in to them. Even the road the Lord has asked me to take does not seem easy, I have come across storms, earthquake and all sort of things. Every road brings new challenges and He still asked me to take it, I clearly heard His instruction, why?” She asked frustrated.
Lizzy inhaled deeply.
“Why is it that even when you clearly hear the Lord’s instruction for your life, when he asks you to take certain decisions, it doesn’t come easy, you find so much accusation, disapproval, discouragement all through the way?” Meg asked.
Lizzy looked at her friend with the most loving face, and felt her pain and frustration. “Alright dear,” She said. “Sit, let me share something with you.” opening her bible.
“Remember in the Book of Mark 4 from verse 35. Jesus told His disciples to let them go to the other side of the river and he went to sit in one of the boat at the sea side amongst other boats.”
“Now, note first that Jesus gave the instruction for them to go over and he even chose the boat to travel in but after being on the boat, there was a great storm which scared all those aboard and imagine, Jesus was sleeping in the back, undisturbed by the wave or screaming of His disciples. Then, when he was awoken, He commanded the waves to be quiet and the sea to be still”. She looked straight at her friend.
“Yes, I know the story.” Meg said wondering where she was going with it.
“Why am i saying this?,” Lizzy asked. “Even though he took them on the sea, they still had to face a stormy sea. Sometimes when the Lord tells us to do something does not mean things would be so smooth, we still have to face challenges on the way, discouragement sometimes, disapproval and accusation even from those we love and respect their opinions in our life. This does not mean that the Lord is not with us on that journey even though it may seem as if He is sleeping but He is there, He knows our pain, our trial, our confrontation, he knows everything but the good news is that He is going to pull us through. He will never leave or forsake you. He didn’t take you to the sea to make you drown, no! Everything He does, he does for your own good.” She paused for a moment watching the expression on her friend’s face who was pondering on all those words.
“Sweetheart, He didn’t take you on this journey just to leave you to walk alone, he walks with you all through the way” Lizzy said. “Now, listen carefully, what I want you to do now is stand up and command every wave and stormy sea to be still”. She said in a commanding voice. “Speak the peace of God into your life and you will have your peace”. She said as she saw her face in joy.
My friends are you facing any challenge in your decision to follow the Lord’s instruction? The fact that there are troubles everywhere does not mean that God is not there with you; it doesn’t mean that he’s unconcerned about our challenges or troubles. He will not leave you or forsake you. God is our refuge and strength, an ever present help in trouble. Therefore, we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountain fall into the heart of the sea, though its water roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. The Lord Almighty is with us, the God of Jacob is our fortress. Come and see the works of the Lord, the desolations he has brought in the earth. He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth; he breaks the bow and shatters the spear, he burns the shields with fire. Be still and know that I am God; I will be exalted amongst the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. The Lord Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Rejoice and be glad for He is here with you, He is holding your hand all through the way and His joy, peace and victory is certain in your life. Now, take time to speak His peace in to your life. Peace be Still!
© Circlesoflove 2015
“Victoria,” her mother, Beatrice called out again. “Victoria!”Victoria felt someone tapping her to wake up.
“Mum,” She moaned, opening her eyes. “What is it?” She rubbed her eyes. “Are you alright?”
Beatrice sighed. “I want to talk to you.”
“Talk,” Victoria asked. She looked at the wall clock, 2:30 am. “Mum, it’s the middle of the night, is everything OK?” She slowly sat up on her bed.
“Are you fully awake?” Her face was stern.
“Yes.” She rubbed her eyes again.
“Now, I want to ask you some series of questions and I want you to be totally honest with me, ok.” She looked straight into her eyes.
“Questions! Alright, I’m listening.” It was her turn to sigh. She couldn’t believe this was happening at this time of the night.
Her mother straightened. “Is there anything you are keeping away from me, anything at all that I should know about?” She asked.
“What!” Victoria moaned. “What do you mean?” She had an idea what her mother was getting at, but was tired of hearing about it.
“Victoria, I am your mother, I love you and care about you.” her voice was broken. “See, my heart is heavy because of you, I can’t sleep and I am not happy, all these are because of you.” She said looking straight into her eyes, feeling stricken.
Victoria took her face away. She couldn’t believe her mother was making her problem all about her.
“You are not getting any younger, in few months now, you will be clocking 36 years old.” Her mother continued. “You have everything any young woman needs in life. You are a beautiful and remarkable young woman; you have a good attitude every man would want in a wife…” She smiled softly.
“Your beauty is flawless…., but despite all of these good qualities in you, I don’t understand why you haven’t found someone?” She paused for a moment seeing the hurt on her daughter’s face. She knew her words were piercing through her, although her intentions were not to make her feel bad about her situation but she had to speak her heart to her.
“I would never do anything to hurt your feeling my dear; everything I am saying is for your own good.” She gently said to her.
“Your immediate younger sister is married already with two kids, let’s say for the sake of arguments that she got married whilst still in the University at a very young age but look at Rachael, your little sister, she also got married last year and you my daughter, you don’t have any man in the picture, what is happening?” Her mother said with a lump of tears “Please tell me?” She whimpered.
“Mum…” Victoria started to say then paused to stare at her mother. She felt her pain but she had no idea what to say or how to start; the tears bunching in her eyes broke her heart.
“Mum, please don’t cry, please….”
“You are the reason for my tears, you are Victoria….” She said in tears. “I need you to tell me the truth…”
“There’s nothing wrong with me Mum but I promise you, things will change for me, everything would be fine…” Victoria tried to comfort her mother.
“I know everything would be fine,” Her Mum said looking up at her. “I know it,” She said again. “See, Albert called me today” Beatrice searched her daughters face.
“What! Why?” She snapped.
“He said he would be coming home in few days time, he’s coming back to you,” She said, excited. “He promised to make things right and start the necessary arrangement for both of you.” She said.
“No, wait my dear, things would be fine. This is all you have always wanted; for him to come back home, back to settle in Nigeria and that’s what he’s doing. He’s already set up some interviews for jobs here in Lagos.” She said.
“Mum, you know there’s nothing more between myself and Albert,” Victoria said fuming. “I don’t have anything with him and it’s a waste of time if he is coming home for me.” She said infuriated.
“But things would be OK now.” Beatrice pleaded.
“No! She shouted in angry, “He cheated on me mum, series of affairs, lying, deception, numerous of call from his so called friends and fiancée to tell me to stay away.” She said angrily.
“My dear, I know and he explained to me. Sweetheart, Albert is a good man and his intentions towards you are good. You have to forgive him, let’s go of the past for a better future together,” She said to her. “Every relationship has its own ups and downs and we must be willing to forgive the other party.”
“There’s no future between us Mum, not now, not ever,” She said bluntly. “Please Mum, forget about Albert, please.” She begged. “God will bring my own husband soon, only be patient.” She said.
Furious and angry, she stood up from the bed and look at her daughter with the most disgusting look.
“Patience! What patience. Can’t you see it, can’t you hear what others are saying about you, me.” She moved away angrily. “I don’t care what you do Victoria, reconcile with him!” She raged at her daughter, walked out and slammed the door.
Victoria was shock at her mother’s behaviour; she felt her heart jumped as she slammed the door.
“Oh God! She said as she felt the tears rolling.
She wanted to shout or even scream but her mouth were shut as she flooded in tears. She wanted to ask God to speak now or she would walk out but her mouth couldn’t utter those words. She expected her mother of all people to understand her plight. She had made up her mind long ago never to have anything to do with Albert again. It did took her several months to get over the heart break and pain of the break up, all she wants now is to move on with her life and no mention of his name to her.
They had dated for almost eight years; two years into their relationship, Albert travelled to the United Kingdom to study for his masters. A few weeks later, he stopped calling, changed his number and ceased every communication with her. Victoria was so scared during these times as she had no means of contacting him; his whole family also resided in the United Kingdom so there was no one she could go to. She had been afraid for several weeks thinking something bad had happened to him.
After few months, he suddenly showed up in Nigeria, apologized for his behaviour and had no solid excuse for his actions. After so much pleading, they continued their relationship but still had been one argument to another, fights and silent treatments. He came home once or twice in a year and during these times, he fought with Victoria who had refused to sleep with him and this enraged him the more. He argued that he loved her and she was already his wife in his own eyes; he saw no reason why she wouldn’t sleep with him if indeed she loved him.
After so much fight and pressure, during his last visit home, Victoria gave in to him, to satisfy his urges and express her love for him. After these incidents, they still continued their series of fight and argument. After almost six years of this struggle and unhealthy relationship, she came to an absolute resolution to leave the relationship but part of her still held unto him; he flew back home just to beg her and promised to make things right by her. But the last straw came when she began to receive series of emails and text message from a lady who claimed to be Albert’s fiancée and wanted her to stay away from her man. She confronted Albert who lied about it but later came clean that she was an ex-girlfriend and the incident happened when both of them were not in terms. Countless of incidents like that gave her no choice but to end the relationship, she called off every tie between them, changed her phone numbers and anyway he could contact her. That was six months ago, she realised the relationship was not healthy and she had to sort out her life and stop living in the illusion of them getting married.
This decision has proven difficult for her but this time, she had the strength of God to help her through, she had grounded herself in the word of God and believes with all of her heart that the plans of God for her life are not an evil or unhealthy relationship but a good future. Victoria drifted off into sleep with this thought.
Victoria left home very early in the morning to avoid another episode with her Mum, especially now that her father who had always been a shoulder to cry on had travelled on a business trip. She tried to take her mind off the whole scene by loading her brain with so much work at the office since her confident and friend, Olumide has not been to work all day. it’s so funny to have a guy as your best friend but her relationship with Olumide has grown stronger all the years, they both have been through all the battles of life, both fought hard to be where they are today. Years ago, both attended the University of Lagos in Nigeria; Olumide had been the one who introduced her to Albert, his friend and he has been her confider ever since then; each time she has an episode of quarrel and fights with Albert, he was the one she always runs crying too. Both Albert and Olumide had both travelled together for their master’s study in the United Kingdom; although Albert had settled there, never to make Nigeria his home again but Olumide had returned three years later with an eight months old baby to account for.
She had marvelled at this discovery when he told her all that happened back in the United Kingdom; He said that he had a fling with a lady for one night and a few months later, she came telling him she was pregnant for him, all his effort to avoid her was fruitless, eventually since she moved in with him till she delivered his baby and there was no doubt that child was his as she is a total replica of him. Few weeks after the lady delivered his baby, she one day left the house to go buy some baby food and never to return; only for him to find a note she had left saying she wanted a life free of any stress of a child and she was sorry to leave their baby in his care but trust that he would take care of her. That was a shock to his life, after so much effort to care for the baby on his own, also joggling with work, he decided to come back home. He took very his father’s business and has remained good friend with Victoria.
This was four years ago and since then, he has remained strong and a good father to Ayomikun. Olumide has worked hard to bring his father’s business to a high standard which has now become one of the best food organisations in the state; he later begged Victoria to come and head his account department. Since then, they had both work hard in building his company and remained best of friends.
After waiting for Olumide to call her for lunch, Victoria decided to go with or without him, as she slowly ate her chicken pie, she ponders on the fight she had with her mother. She wondered if she should forgive Albert, makeup and probably marry him so she could leave this life of spinsterhood. After all, all her friends are reminder of her solitary not to talk of her sisters, cousins and neighbours who she grew up with. One of the things she regretted in her relationship with Albert was the fact that she had slept with him; she had always said to herself and held unto to was the fact that, she would never sleep with any one who is not her husband but since she had given in to Albert years ago, she had unconsciously held unto him in spite of all his behaviour towards her; but after a while when she had renewed her relationship with the Lord, she understood that although she could not get her virginity back again, she was renewed by the blood of Jesus. She had prayed to break any yoke or covenant keeping her with Albert; that was the starting point of her deliverance from him and since that day, she had held unto the Lord for direction for her life. She knew God’s plan was not Albert for her life, even though her body sometimes wants him to be, her heart was far away from hat notion.
She had to fight herself constantly from the urge of forgiving him to come back but six months down the line, she felt she is totally free from him but now that he’s coming back home and her own mother is totally in support of it brought the fear of uncertainty to her.
“There you are.” Victoria heard Olumide’s voice behind her.
“Oh! Where have you been boss?” she asked smiling.
“Well, taking care of business.” He said sitting down.
“What happened?” She asked.
“Ayomikun had a bit of fever yesterday so I took her to the clinic this morning.” He said
“Oh, is she feeling better now?” She asked concerned.
“Yes, was given some medication so I have asked Blessing to call me if there’s any change.” He answered.
“I pray she feel much better cos I have lots planned for her sleepover this weekend.” She said.
“I’m sure she will; she wouldn’t miss any chance of a sleepover.” He said smiling.
“So what have I missed?” He asked.
“Well, nothing much except my mum woke me up around 2:30 am this morning to talk about Albert. Can you imagine that?” She said looking gloomy.
“Hmm…” He said
“She begged or rather insist that I make up with Albert as he is coming back home for me.” She said irritated.
“Oh!” Olumide said.
“What do you mean oh?” She asked looking suspiciously at him.
“Well…” He tried to say
“Well, what? What do you know?” She asked.
“Albert called to tell me he would be coming home and asked if he could stay at my place.” he answered, avoiding her intense gaze him.
“What! When? She gasped.
“Last week.” He said under his breath.
“And you didn’t tell me.” She said furiously.
“I couldn’t, I’m sorry.” He said
“I thought you had my back.” She said back furiously.
“I’m sorry Vicky.” he said
“You never tell me things about him.” She said angrily
“I’m sorry.” he replied again watching her go on and on in anger
“That was how you never told me anything he does when you were both in the United Kingdom.” She said in anger
“I’m sorry again and again about that.” He replied in a calm tone.
“You never tell me about the way he lived his life, his cheating and lies…..” She continued.
“I’m sorry Vicky.” He said smiling at her as he watched her in frustration.
“Why are you smiling?” She asked
“You know I always smile when you are angry.” He said still smiling.
“But I really need you tell me things you know, I don’t want to be surprised by my mother or anyone else.” She said in a much calm tone.
“You know I have my reservation towards Albert, I don’t want to come in between you two.” He said
“Reservation! You introduced us!” She said back
“Yes and that was a mistake I haven’t forgiven myself of.” He answered.
“It wasn’t your fault,” Victoria said. “You had a good intention then and you didn’t know what he was going to do.” She said back.
“Yea…, so what are you going to do now?” Olumide asked.
“Nothing, you know very much I am through with Albert, it’s my mum I am bothered about.” She said.
“Okay, God will give you the wisdom to deal with it.” He said taking some of her chips on the table.
“So, what did you tell him?” She asked curiously.
“Who?” He asked
“Albert, about your place.” She said
“I said OK.” he answered lowering his head
“You did what?” She snapped.
“I couldn’t say no, I had no excuse.” He said
“So much for having my back.” She said.
“I’m sorry Vicky.” he said.
“OK, I am NOW tired of hearing ‘I’m sorry’, my lunch is over.” She said standing up
“But I just got here,” Olumide said after her.
“You are the boss; you can come into your office any time you like.” She replied walking away while Olumide stood up to run after her.
Victoria had deliberately taken much work at the office to get home late. She knows her mother has a strong routine of going to bed before 9:00 so getting home late was good for her.
As she quietly tiptoed into the sitting room, she felt a presence there.
“I can see you took it pretty hard on yourself.” She heard her father voice in the dark.
Switching on the light.
“Oh, Dad!” She said gong to hug him.
“I’m so glad to see you, how was your trip?” She asked.
“Fine.” he answered.
“So, you have taken to the night.”
“I’m sorry Dad, just had loads of paper work to do at the office.” She said
“Sweetheart, don’t be offended by you mother.” He said raising an eyebrow
“Oh, she told you.” She sighs.
“Yes, she told me about it and I have asked her to leave you alone. She can’t force you into a relationship with someone you have no interest in.” He said.
“I know Mum is concern but please, tell her to be patient and to keep praying for me.” She said pleading.
“I have told her many times and you have to be patient with whatever she does, ok?” He said.
“Okay, Dad.” She said.
“I’m sure you are tired, go to bed, we will talk more tomorrow dear.” He said.
“Thanks, Dad, good night.” She said standing up
“Good night.” He answered.
Almost a week later; things have returned to normal in the house, Beatrice had lightened up with her daughter, the unusual happiness she displayed, although Victoria tried to embraced this behaviour but she knows her mother to be rather mischievous sometimes. Today being a Saturday was full of errands; she received a text message from her pastor’s wife to come see her, after then, she has to pick up Ayomikun for another sleep over. Most often when Olumide has to travel for business purposes, she arranges to baby-sit Ayomikun even though he had a nanny, Blessing to look after her but he felt more secure with her staying with Victoria during these time and Victoria has no objection to that, in fact she has grown to love her, even have a smaller bed and set of clothing in her house for her each time she comes to stay.
As she switched off her car engine in front of her pastor’s house; she took a moment to gather her thought before getting out of the car.
“Hello Ma.” She greeted seeing her relaxing in the garden.
“Victoria, hello dear, how nice to have come in such a short notice.” Stella said.
“No problem ma, how are the family?” Victoria asked
“They are doing great, please sit down.” She said.
“Thank you ma.” She replied.
“Alright dear, I think I should go straight to why I called you; I like to talk to you heart to heart, women to women.” She said
“Ok.” She smiled.
“Your mother asked me to speak to you and I’m sure you know why.” She said
Victoria realizing what the talk would be about changed her facial expression.
“Please my dear, I don’t know what the side of your story is, but I do know that your mother is troubled, she’s very sad.” She said.
“I know Ma.” Victoria said quietly. “Ma, I am not happy about everything going on in my life now but I am certain of one thing that the plans of God for my life are good and He will not put me to shame.” She said. “My mother should not try to force someone on me, I know what I want, even though it’s taking so long to achieve but it will all come true.” She said
“Alright,” Stella said. “What about Albert?” She asked.
“Oh Albert!” she sighed. We dated for a very long time, he promised marriage. We did have our issues; he cheated on me countless of time, deceived and lied to me. See ma, I have to move on, I can’t wait for him any longer, you always teach us that a broken relationship is better than a broken marriage. A kind of man like Albert that has taken up to drinking, fornicating and all sorts, I can’t have him as my husband, no Ma.” She said firmly.
“I do understand you dear,” Stella said. “But are you seeing anyone now?”
“Not now ma, but wait and see what the Lord will do.” She said firmly. .
“Alright dear, but please, whatsoever you do, do seek the face of God. I can understand your mother’s urgency and frustration but don’t be discourage, hold unto what you know and don’t compromise your faith for anything.” She said with all seriousness at her.
“I have known you for quite some years now, you are a strong young lady, diligent, hard-working, a woman of prayer and a virtuous one, don’t compromise come what may, OK.” She said smiling at her.
“Thank you Ma, I am so glad you understand.” She said
“My dear, I do understand more that you can imagine; I was once where you are now, I was almost thirty six years of age and had no husband; my boyfriend was not serious about marriage. After so some much begging and talks, he was still not ready. I loved him so much, would do anything, I mean anything to keep him; then, I decided to get pregnant to speed things faster; I wasn’t born again then, just a church goer but desperate, all my friends and their younger sisters were getting married, I was tired of being a bridesmaid or even going to weddings. Eventually, the planned worked. Then I broke the news to my boyfriend that I was pregnant, oh! He was mad, he was so angry; he said I did it deliberately to tie him into this relationship. ‘of course, that was the plan.” She inhaled deeply. “After so much begging and tears; he just took off one day and left town. That was how I became a single mother; things were very difficult, everyone blamed me, the society put a stigma on me, and some even said I was one of those women who is not submissive to their husband, who would rather be a career working woman than a wife under a man’s authority. At some point, I felt hatred toward my own child, an emotion no mother should ever feel but I was angry, confused and battered.
Then few months later, I met with the Lord; that changed everything, my worth, my self esteem. I was redeemed by the Lord, I wasn’t bothered by any condemnation or accusation from people, I knew who I am now; I cherished my baby and fell in love with him, he was a gift from the Lord. I came to a realization of who I am in Christ, not in the eyes of the world. God made everything new for me, all things became beautiful even through my trials and storms, I had peace, I was confident in the Lord. I embraced this new life with so much joy. Then, two years later, I found the love of my life, a man after God’s own heart and the rest you know.” She finished her story smiling in joy.
“Whoa ma, I never knew all these about you, you are a strong woman.” Victoria said in utter amazement.
“The Lord was there with me, he gave me strength when I needed it.” Stella answered.
“So what happened with your boyfriend, did he ever come back for his child?” Victoria asked wondering.
“My dear, Our God is good,” She said smiling. “Yes he did come back, He is my husband now, your pastor.” She said.
Victoria gasped. “What!” She said surprised.
“Yes, your pastor is the same man, He came back to me a changed man, while he was cruising around the world, he met with the Lord, He was renewed by the Lord, and he made all things new. He came back begging me and when he did, I could see the Lord in Him.” She said smiling while Victoria was still in shock.
“My dear, God works in mysterious way, He is always faithful to His own. Now listen dear, I am not saying you should go ahead with Albert, I am asking you to stay in the presence of God to hear from him, He will direct you in the right path,” She said. “Please and please I will say again, stay in his presence, only Him can direct you. I will put you in my prayers too, OK.” She said to her
“Thank you ma.” She said.
“Now, I pray that the peace of God that surpasses all understanding guide and guard your heart in Jesus name.” Stella prayed.
“Amen.” Victoria replied.
“It is well.” Stella said.
“Thank you ma,” Victoria said standing up. “I appreciate this ma.” She said,
“It’s alright dear.”
As Victoria drove over to pick up Ayomikun, she couldn’t but think about her conversation with her pastor’s wife. She had always admired the love and commitment between the pastor and his wife. She realized that every one has their own past and what they do with it is what matters. She was glad she spoke with her but still felt confused on some part; could she still hope that something new could happen between herself and Albert. What happens if he comes back changed like the pastor, renewed or saved, would that change her feelings towards him, could that make her forgive him, love and both get married? What if he meant what he told her mother, coming back to settle in Nigeria and making arrangement to marry her, after all, that was all she had always wanted from him. At this point, she felt more and more confused as she thought about her own situation. The sound of her phone brought her back from her thought.
“Hey!” She spoke into the phone.
“Where are you?” She heard Olumide’s voice.
“Hold on one minute; let me put on my ear piece.” She said.
“Ok, are you there?” She asked.
“Yes.” Olumide answered.
“Where are you?” He asked again. “Ayomi has packed all her bags since I told her you were coming.” He said laughing.
“Oh, I’m on my way,” She answered laughing. “Tell her I would be there soon.” She said.
“Alright but I’m on my way to the airport now, my flight to Abuja is in one hour.” He said.
“Alright, call me when you get to Port Harcourt.” she said to him.
“You know I will.” Olumide said hanging up.
Olumide inhales deeply. He remembered tell her he regretted introducing Albert to her and he meant it. Since they were both friends back in the University, He had tried to put his feelings towards her quiet for fear of destroying the relationship they had together and fear of Victoria rejecting him; so when Albert showed interest and begged him to introduced Victoria to him, he refused at first but after several pressure, Albert succeeded in forcing himself into her life. He had always regretted that in his life, he envied their relationship right from the start and couldn’t do anything about it. It was so difficult for him especially when they both travelled for their masters and he witnessed how Albert had flirt and slept with so many women; his lies, cheating and deceit but he couldn’t bring himself to tell Victoria.
He had tried to forget his feelings for her and move on with his life; but when he came back with his 8 months old baby,Victoria had been the one who stood by him all through the way.
How he loved her but could not bring himself to tell her. He felt so heart broken and angry each time Victoria comes crying to him about Albert but he has always restrained himself from talking. Almost five good years, they had worked together in his company and in their lives, he pretended to be in a on and off relationship with other women which were all lies. Six months ago when Victoria had announced that she has broken up with Albert for good, he had secretly celebrated but couldn’t bring himself to say anything to her, he had waited all these months to build up his courage but had no idea how to start. How would he profess love to His best friend and his friend’s ex girlfriend who he is still working his way up to get back? He felt perplexed.
© Circlesoflove 2015
Today I would specially like to encourage someone this morning, yes you. Have you lost something or perhaps some possession dear to you? You did try your best; worked so hard to hold onto that dream or possession, but it somehow slipped out of your hands. You are now at a point where even those close to you, whose opinion you value are now against you. Those that you would expect their encouragement, words of advice or even support are nowhere with you. You feel alone, tired, dejected and dismayed at all these.
Now, let’s take a look at a story of a great man in the bible. His name was David. He and his man had just returned from battle when they discovered their wives and children had all been taken captive by the Amalekites. “David was greatly distressed because the people spoke of stoning him, for all the people were embittered, each one because of his sons and his daughters. But David strengthened himself in the LORD his God.” 1 Samuel 30: 6.
Did you see that? David was at a point where no one was with him, no one would encourage him and tell him everything would be just fine. His friends were all against him, but the bible said, David, encouraged himself in the Lord. Are you at this point in your life; you feel distraught at the things around you. You are discouraged and dismay at the way your life had become. You have lost treasures; possession that means so much to you.
Listen, my friend now is not the time to sit and cry in sorrow, it is time to arise and strengthen yourself in the Lord. It’s time to take charge, take control of the situation and seek the face of the Lord. It is time to say NO to defeat and YES to victory. Do what David did; He encouraged himself in the Lord. He arose and inquiry of the Lord on what to do, ” And David enquired of the Lord, saying, Shall I pursue after this troop? shall I overtake them? And he answered him, Pursue: for thou shalt surely overtake them, and without fail recover all”.
Did you see that? David didn’t try to argue with his men. He didn’t try to plead or try to let them see reasons with him. He didn’t wait to be encouraged or for someone to pat his back and tell him everything will be alright. NO, he arose, encouraged himself and sought the face of the Lord.
What are you doing about that situation? Have you accepted defeat or would you strengthen yourself in the Lord? Will you arise and take what belongs to you? Will you stand tall and tell the enemy no way, you will not have what belongs to me. Are you ready to pursue, overtake and recover all that was taken away from you?
This is a word for someone today. It is time to stand tall and encourage yourself in the Lord. It is time to pursue and take what is yours. You have the upper hand because the Mighty warrior is on your side. The King of all Kings and the strong man in battle is your maker. Hear His word to you, “You whom I have taken from the ends of the earth, And called from its remotest parts, ‘You are My servant, I have chosen you and not rejected you. ‘Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand. “Behold, all those who are angered at you will be shamed and dishonoured; Those who contend with you will be as nothing and will perish.” Isaiah 41:10.
I trust you will encourage yourself in the Lord because He is your God. Stall tall friend.